HAIYA

WHY YOU DON WANNA REPLY MY SMSES?

YOU'LL BREAK MY HEART.



AND I AM AFRAID, I HAVE TO SAY.
GIVING YOU TOO MUCH PRESSURE HURTS YOU, BUT, DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?


AND CAN YOU LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FEEEEEEL?



COS I ONLY NEED YOU.

Labels: COS I ONLY NEED YOU.

today, it wasnt really that enjoyable.
i cannot make myself happy at all.
When you guys ask me to cheer up, im like forcing a smile on my face.
That's how forceful it is.

I didnt communicate with him what so ever today.
not even once (:


i just kept checking my phone for smses, but each time it rings, each time i check, each time i get disappointed.

and his blog, like i said, it's very saddening, for me.
each time i reads it, i feel like )'':
i know it's dumb, but that's just how i feel like.


reading it makes me think and think and think.
Until i also don't know what to say.
i don't know how to react to it.


i think you're all that i need.
but, you're so near yet so far.

yes, we have made some progress, it's good.
that's how i think, but what about you.
what do you think?

Labels: forceful smile

HAIYA, I REALLY DON'T KNOW LEHS.


HOW AM I GONNA TO INFER THAT?


FOR IT TO BE NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE?


CAN YOU JUST SPEAK YOUR MIND, COS I DONT WANNA GUESS.


GUESSING IS NOT MY CUP OF TEA.




i don't know how i can let you know my mind, and i don't know if you know my mind.
But i hope you will, cos my heart has long been given to you.
and that you're always the one.


i don't want misunderstandings,
i don want you to think that im attached, because of the friends around me.
they're just my really good friends.
they're not my boyfriends what so ever.
they're not.


it's so hard for us, to come to this stage right now, so, either you take a step forward and let me know you, or take a step back.
let me know.


cos i am tired of such stuff.


but you still make me happy.

Labels: 14 july

HAIYA.
DONNO LAHS. WHATEVER. ANYTHING. I DON'T WANNA KNOW ANYMORE.
I FEEL LIKE IM CHEATING MYSELF ALL THESE WHILE.

IT'S SERIOUSLY DAMN STUPID FOR ME TO BE SO EMO. THEN ONE SPLIT SECOND, SO HAPPY. I MUST HAVE BEEN THE NEW HUMAN SPECIES LAHS.

OHMYGOD, I THINK I AM SINKING IN TOO DEEP. SO BYEBYE FOR ME. COS IM WAY CAUGHT IN R/S PROBLEM. LOLS.

fangbi(: says:
OH, LAST TIME I TELL U ABT THE WHOLE RUMOUR THING RIGHT,
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Yeah=)
fangbi(: says:
THEN NOW, THAT GIRL WHO SABO-ED ME, WHO ALSO LIKED HER, STEADED WITH A COUNCIL MEMBER, J1
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
OMG
fangbi(: says:
LIKE , U CANT BELIEVE THEY'RE TGT
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
cool
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
COS IT'S LIKE -.=
fangbi(: says:
THEN, ME AND HIM LIKE NTH MUCH HAPPEN,AND THEN DIE OFF LIKE ABT 2 MTHS PLUS, LIKE I DON LIKE HIM ALRD
fangbi(: says:
THEN GOT THIS COLLEGE DAY, I WAS CHOSEN TO BE USHERS.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
THEN BCOS OF CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES, WE GOT TO SIT TGT.
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN HE BORROWED MY PEN.
fangbi(: says:
AND DID I TELL YOU HE'S MY CAMP I/C?
fangbi(: says:
AS IN GROUP LEADER.
fangbi(: says:
THEN I GOT HIS MSN (:
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
OMG
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
so lucky
fangbi(: says:

`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkkie
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN I LIKE A BIT XIN DONG AGN
fangbi(: says:
BUT WE'RE STILL AT THE NV TALK STAGE.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
THEN RECENTLY, I PLUGGED MY CONFIDENCE TO TALK TO HIM.
fangbi(: says:
ON MSN
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wow
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
gd for u
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE REALLY TALKED TO ME. HAHA, COS I ASKED HIM WHETHER THERE'S DANCE PRAC NOT.
fangbi(: says:
COUNCIL DANCE.
fangbi(: says:

fangbi(: says:
THEN HE SAY HE DONNO.
fangbi(: says:
AND ALSO, BEFORE THAT, I PUT MY MSN NICK SAY , THAT I WANNA GO OUT ON THAT DAY LAHS.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE PUT HIS MSN NICK SAY, THAT DAAY GOT DANCE PRAC.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
so gd got tok to him online
fangbi(: says:
THEN MY FRIENDS ALL SAY I FLIRTING WITH HIM . h
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
WT
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN, BECAUSE I GOT PW TMR, SO I ASKED HIM A FEW DAYS AGO WHETHER TMR GOT DANCE NOT, THEN I ASK HIM TO TELL ME ASAP VIA MSN / HP NO. THEN I GAVE HIM MY NO
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
HE REPLIED ME THE NEXT DAY, LIKE AFTER MORNING ASSEMBLY, SAY DON HAVE.
fangbi(: says:
THEN THAT DAY, ONLY GOT 2 MSG
``` S1hU1=) says:
errr
fangbi(: says:
THEN YTD, HE SMSED ME EARLY IN THE MORNING, I NV CHECK MY PHONE, SO I NV SEE, AFTER MORNING ASSEMBLY THEN I SEE
fangbi(: says:
IN CLASS, I SEE ALRD, WANNA STAB MYSELF TO DIE.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wad he said
fangbi(: says:
COS AH, HE ASKED ME IF I WAS IN SCH ALRD, HE WANNA MEET ME COS HE NEED MY HELP
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
+.+
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
fated
fangbi(: says:
SEEE, I ALMOST DIED LAHS, I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE LESSON
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
its like that de
``` S1hU1=) says:
FATED
fangbi(: says:
BUT,
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
i also ve that experience b4 Z
fangbi(: says:
AFTER THAT, HE ASKED ME TO MEET HIM.
fangbi(: says:
AGN, AND I DID.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
gd!!
fangbi(: says:
BUT I GOT LESSONS DURING HIS BREAK TIME. AND THAT'S BECAUSE IT'S THURS, WE GOT NO COMMON BREAK
fangbi(: says:
LIKE WTH.
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wad a pity
fangbi(: says:
THEN AFTER HUS BREAK IS MY BREAK, BUT HE GOT LESSONS.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
nvm stil got chnace de
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE SAY CAN MEET HIM
fangbi(: says:
SO I SAY KAYS.
fangbi(: says:
MEET YOU 945
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
ohhh
fangbi(: says:
THEN IN THE END I MET HIM AT 955
fangbi(: says:
AND HE'S LATE FOR LESSONS.
fangbi(: says:
HE WAITED FOR V LONG.
fangbi(: says:
THEN I V PAISEH, SO HE SENT ME SMS SAYING, CALL ME WHEN U END LESSON
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wowwwww
fangbi(: says:
AND I DID CALL HIM (:
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
fangbi(: says:
HAHA, HE PASSED ME THE TICKET, COS HE'S IN CHARGE OF MOVY FEST, FOR HARRY POTTER
fangbi(: says:
HE WANT ME TO PASS TO ANOTHER CLASS.
fangbi(: says:
I SAY OK.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
ohhh
fangbi(: says:
THEN LATER, HE RUSH OFF FOR LESSONS.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
awww so sweet
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
not bad not bad!!
fangbi(: says:
THEN A WHILE LATER, HE SENT A SMS, SAYING " YOYOYO. THANKS FOR HELP (: (: "
fangbi(: says:
THEN I SAY IT'S OK, BLA BLA.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
he's J2 rite
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:

fangbi(: says:
AND THEN GOT AN ISSUE, COS HE SOLD MY FRIEND ONE TICKET, WHICH IS THE J2S HALL, NO J1S AT ALL
fangbi(: says:
YUPPS
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
ohhh
fangbi(: says:
SO, MY FRIEND V LONELY, THEN MY ANOTHER FRIEND WANNA BUY THE TICKET NEXT TO HER, BUT I ALRD HELPED HIM BUY HIS TICKET ALRD, AND CANNOT REFUND
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
ohh
fangbi(: says:
SO, THEY ASKED ME TO SMS HIM AND ASK HIM WHETHER CAN EXCHANGE NOT
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE SAY CANNOT.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Haha
fangbi(: says:
-.= THEN I WHINING DOWN THERE
fangbi(: says:
COS LIDDAT I PAY THE TICKET FOR NTH.
fangbi(: says:
COS MY FRIEND DON WANT PAY ME
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE SAY, TOO BAD,
fangbi(: says:
MY FRIEND ALSO MSGED HIM LAHS, BUT HE NV REPLY HER. HAHA.
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE REPLIED ME SAYING, I TRY TO HELP U SELL TICKET.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wow
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
gd la
fangbi(: says:
(: AND THEN, YTD WAS 16 SMSES
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
at least things are better le
fangbi(: says:
HAH
fangbi(: says:
BUT AH, HE NV REPLY MY SMS LAST NIGHT LA. DAMN SAD
fangbi(: says:

fangbi(: says:
THEN TODAY MORNING, COS WE WANNA 5 OF US SIT TGT.
fangbi(: says:
SO WE WANNA SNEAK IN LA
fangbi(: says:
THEN, MY FRIEND TELL ME SAY DON TELL HIM, OR NOT HE DON ALLOW
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
SO I SMSED HIM AND SAY, DON NEED HELP ME SELL ALRD, I SETTLED IT ALRD . THANKS.
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE SAY, . REALLY HOW?
fangbi(: says:
THEN I EHHHHH, HAHA, HMM JUST SOMEHOW SETTLED IT.
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE NV REPLY ME.
fangbi(: says:
): THEN I PE THAT TIME WALK DOWN THE STAIRS, HE DOWN THERE BUT HE NV SAY HI TO ME
fangbi(: says:
I THROUGH OUT PE DAMN SAD
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
lol
fangbi(: says:
THIS ONE SIHUI KNOW
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
mayb he didnt se u la
fangbi(: says:
THEN AFTER I END SCH, WE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WILLING TO BUY THE TICKET
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
gd!
fangbi(: says:
SO WE REALLY SETTLED IT.
fangbi(: says:
THEN AH, MY FRIEND SMSED HIM TO TELL HIM.
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE SAY, COS MY FRIEND LAST TIME SAY DON WANT SIT ALONE, SO HE BOUGHT THE SEAT NEXT TO THAT SEAT TOO.
fangbi(: says:
SO, WE ENDD UP STILL HAVR TO SELL ONE MORE TICKET -.=
fangbi(: says:
BUT, WE GIVE THAT PERSON DISCOUNT, WE SELL HIM 3 DOLLARS.
fangbi(: says:

`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Hhaa
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE MET US, AND THEN HE TALKED TO MY FRIEND, BUT I PAISEH, NV TALK TO HIM
fangbi(: says:
.
fangbi(: says:
ACTUALLY IS BECAUSE HE LOOK SO DAO.
fangbi(: says:
NONONO~
fangbi(: says:
I MISSED OUT SMTH IMPT.
fangbi(: says:
BEFORE END OF SCH.
fangbi(: says:
SIHUI!
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
lol yea
fangbi(: says:
HERE YOU DONNNNNO
fangbi(: says:
I THINK SO,
fangbi(: says:
NO I THINK U KNOW.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
lol
fangbi(: says:
I WALKED ALONG CORRIDOR TO CANTEEN, THEN MY FRIEND QUEUING UP AT CAFE.THEN I SAW HIM AT COUNCIL RM, WHICH IS LIKE NEAR THERE.
``` S1hU1=) says:
WHAT!
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE WAS CLOSING THE DOOR, I DONNO WHY I TURN AND LOOK AT THAT DIRECTION.
fangbi(: says:
AND HE SAW ME, I SAW HIM BUT HE WAS CLOSING THE DOOR, SO NTH SAID, AND IT'S V FAR AWAY ALSO
fangbi(: says:
SO IT MAKES ME MORE SAF
fangbi(: says:
SAD
fangbi(: says:
THEN WE WALK TO CORRIDOR PASING BY COUNCIL RM TO CANTEEN.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
okkie
fangbi(: says:
THEN I WAS WHINING TO QIANYU ALL THE WAY, SAYING TODAY V UNLUCKY, THEN HE SEE ME NV SAY HELLO BLA BLA BLA
fangbi(: says:
THEN, QIANYU SUDDENLY NV TALK, THEN I FELT SO BLUR ALSO
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
then he's behind u
fangbi(: says:
YUPPSSSSSS
fangbi(: says:
DONNO WHY, HE SUDDENLY BEHIND ME
fangbi(: says:
WHEN THE COUNCIL ROOM IS IN FRONT OF ME
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE WALK PAST. AND THEN BRUSHED PAST ME, A LITTLE BANG INTO ME, AND THEN HE SAY " HELLO"
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wow
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE WALK OFF SO QUICKLY, I STIL IN THE STATE OF EMOING AND WHINING, SO I THINK I V DAO,
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN I LIKE NV SAY HELLO
fangbi(: says:
I THNK I DID, BUT V SOFT I THINK
fangbi(: says:
THEN QIANYU WAS LIKE. " HAPPY LE RIGHT ?"
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Haha
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
did he hear taht
fangbi(: says:
I DONNO ):
fangbi(: says:
THEN AH, FOLLOW BY THE SELL TICKET THING.
fangbi(: says:
SO, AT THE MOVIE PLACE LAH, WE WERE V LATE.
fangbi(: says:
HAHA, BUT GOT PPL STILL QUEUING FOR FOOD., SO NVM.
fangbi(: says:
SIHUI!!!!!!!!!!11
fangbi(: says:
HERE U CAN SEEEEE.
fangbi(: says:
COS U DONNO, I DON HAVE CHANCE TO TELL U YET
fangbi(: says:
THEN AH, WE WENT TO OUR THEATRE TO FIND PPL SEATING AT OUR PLACES
fangbi(: says:
WHY? BECAUSE IT'S THE BEST SEATS,IT'S THE V TOP SEATS.
fangbi(: says:
THE TOP MOST ONES.
fangbi(: says:
THEN THEY WALK AWAY,
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
in sch o wad
fangbi(: says:
THEN I SAT DOWN THERE,
fangbi(: says:
NONO, CINEMA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
GOSH so gd!!
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN I LOOK AT THE SCREEN THERE. AND THEN I TLD MY FRIENDS, IS THAT HIM ?
fangbi(: says:
THEN THEY SAY YES(:
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE KEEP LOOKING UP OUR DIRECTION HAHA.
fangbi(: says:
BUT WE COULDNT SEE CLEARLY.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
haHa
fangbi(: says:
HIS FACE
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
like taht a bit obvious=X
fangbi(: says:
S, THEN MY FRIENDS SAY IT'S THE BEST SEATS LAH, HE SAVED IT FOR US.
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
fangbi(: says:
THEN I SEE HIM WALK IN WALK OUT SO MANY TIMES, THEN MY FRIEND PULLE DME TO ANOTHER HALL TO LOOK FOR HIM COS WE THOUGHT HE WILL BE SITTING WITH THE J2S.
fangbi(: says:
THEN I SAW HIM AND I FASTER SIAM, THEN MY FRIEND, JAIME, SO CRAZY.
fangbi(: says:
WANNA GO IN AND ASK HIM TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH ME -.=
fangbi(: says:
ACTUALLY I ALSO WANT LA, BUT SO MANY PPL LOOKING LA
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
OMG
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Haha
fangbi(: says:
THEN WHEN THE MOVIE ENDED, I SAW HIM IN OUR HALL
fangbi(: says:
EDED UP HE SAT IN THE SAME HALL AS US !!!
fangbi(: says:
AND I DIDN KNOW.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
if koe then not fun le
fangbi(: says:
BUT I WAS Y WAY BEHIND, HE WAS WAY INFRONT
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
fangbi(: says:
BUT I STILL GOT TELL JAIME, HAIYA, U SHUD EXCHANGE SEATS WITH HIM WHAT, HE COME SIT WITH ME.
fangbi(: says:
.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:

fangbi(: says:
DURING THE MOVIE, I DONNO HE GOT HEAR NOT
fangbi(: says:
THEN COS THE EXIT AT THE TOP OF THE PLACE, WHICH IS LIKE CLIMB THE STAIRS TO OUR AREA,
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE SAW ME, I SAW HIM, THEN I PAISEH, HE PAISEH
fangbi(: says:
BUT HE WITH OTHER J2 COUNCILLORS.
fangbi(: says:
I PAISEH TO SAY HELLO, LATER THEY RUMOUR AGN
fangbi(: says:
SO, I LIKE ACT LIKE NTH HAPPEN
fangbi(: says:
THEN AH, I WAITED FOR HIM TO LEAVE FIRST, ALTHOUGH HE LIKE STAND DOWN THERE DON WANT LEAVE
fangbi(: says:
BUT I WAITING FOR HIM TO LEAVE COS I DYING FOR THE TOILET.
fangbi(: says:
I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GO SINCE LIKE AGES.
fangbi(: says:
IF I GO RIGHT, THEN I'D HAVE RUN PAST HIM DURING THE MOVIE LAHS
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
can undersyand
fangbi(: says:
THEN AFTER THAT, EXIT BY THE BACK STAIRS WHAT,THEN HE WAS WAITING, STANDING AT THE BACK STAIRS THERE.
``` S1hU1=) says:
yawns!
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wow
fangbi(: says:
THEN JAIME TALKED TO HIM, BUT I DIN KNOW, COS I WAS LOOKING FOR THE TOIET, THEN I BRUSHED PAST HIM WITHOUT SAYING HI
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
u shl write down in ur diary o wad
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
then as u flipped thr the feeling is veri suang
fangbi(: says:
S, THEN I RAN FRANTICALLY FOR TOILET.
fangbi(: says:
THEN I THINK HE LOST ME. HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
+.+
fangbi(: says:
THEN AFTER THAT, JAIME SAYS HE 'S WAITING FOR ME TO GO HOME TGT.
``` S1hU1=) says:
eh
fangbi(: says:
-.=
``` S1hU1=) says:
yawnz
``` S1hU1=) says:
have story ended?
``` S1hU1=) says:
so did he home with u?
fangbi(: says:
THEN I LOST HIM
fangbi(: says:
NO I DIDNT
fangbi(: says:
COS I WAS LAZY, SO I ASKED MY DAD TO FETCH
fangbi(: says:
AND THEN,
``` S1hU1=) says:
tts t bad
fangbi(: says:
I SMSED HIM
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
wow
fangbi(: says:
AND SAID , " TIONG AND JAIME SAID I DAO-ED YOU TODAY, I DIDNT OKAYS, IT'S JUSTTT THAT MY EYES ARE IRRITATED, . PAISEH, I NV DAO ."
fangbi(: says:
THEN HE NV REPLY ME ): AND I WAS V SAD.
``` S1hU1=) says:
well den he replied u
fangbi(: says:
UNTIL A WHILE AGO, AS I WAS TYPING THIS,
``` S1hU1=) says:
right?
fangbi(: says:
BING
fangbi(: says:
BINGO]
``` S1hU1=) says:
shake head
fangbi(: says:
WHAT ):
fangbi(: says:
ALW, LIDDAT POUR ME COLD WATER ))):
``` S1hU1=) says:
expected
``` S1hU1=) says:
ok fine
fangbi(: says:
WAIT, HE SAID "
fangbi(: says:
PAISEH, LATE REPLY, WAS HAVING REHEARSAL, HAHA EH YA . SO DAO DE WHOLE DAY, TAK! KK. NVM, TAKE CAR WOR (::
fangbi(: says:
THEN A MIN AGO, HE REPLIED,
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
=.=
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
sometimes we cant be fooled by guys
fangbi(: says:
TSK NOT TAK
fangbi(: says:
THEN I ALW WHINE, DON TSK ME!
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
sometimes tehy make use of us
fangbi(: says:
HAHA
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
US
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Haizz
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
stupid guys
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
fangbi(: says:
YES, COS WE ONLY PRACTICE ONCE PER WEEK ONLY, N 3 MORE PRACTICE OUR CONCERT LE. SO YA.. H WELL, WHAT HAPPENED TO UR EYES? C WRONG THINGS AH.
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
Haha
`o7seventeen||* [T]ingx Ethene+ ("; `愤怒的转弯点是快乐''). says:
anyway sometimes guys dun reli mean wad tehy said
fangbi(: says:
THEN I REPLIED HIM LA, BUT HE HAVEN REPLY. .


YUPPS. READ IT, THAT'S THE GIST OF THE WHOLE DAY.

ONLY TO ADD THAT I WAS PRETTY EMO ALSO, BUT NOW OK ALRD.


OH MY, IM TELLING YOU. THIS IS, DAMN PRECIOUS AND ACCURATE STUFF THAT I FIRS TTIEM BLOGGED SO PRECISELY, BUT ONCE I MADE MY BLOG known, imma going to remove this. hahahas.or maybe save it as draft lahs.


now, im seriously happy.
(:


HOHOHO.
now i've got a little secret (:

Labels: 13 july

it's seems like ages since i last blogged, but apparantly, it isn't.
maybe things are like happening at such fast rate that i could not anticipate at all.
Maybe too much stuff happened that made me unable to catch my breath.

But, i don want things to slow down. I love the way things are right now. You know how it adds excitement to your life. But, i hope it's not an illusion. something that i assumed, but not the reality. i really am afraid.

You know how happy i was these few days, and you know why. I don want to go up up up and reach Heaven, but another split second,i'll go down down down . I DON'T WANT.

that's when initally, being so happy, and when i suddenly thought of this, i suddenly like )): EMO. you know.

You know it's the first time, the first time i stood long enough beside someone. Someone who gives me the confidence and drive.

and i think you know how much you mean to me. Those little smses' enough to make me smile the whole day through. Forgetting to see your sms makes me feel like stabbing myself. So much that i wasnt be able to concentrate in class.

Your teasings and all, your smses, your concern, you asking me to call and thhat smile really enables my day to be brighten. i could nt rmb how long since i was so happy on a Thursday, when it's a tight schedule day. I know you went late for lessons just because you wanna pass me the tickets. and i truly apologise, though it's MOMO's fault. but i dislike making u wait.


And your instant reply alw make me happy.
But, when i read your blog, it makes me sad, cos somehow, it's a feeling that isn't that pleasant, esp those words. I don't know.

yeah, i should be contented but im just human, im also insatiable. the moment you give me more, i'd want it at the same standard, or even more. yupps.

and i hope tmr, will be just as nice.

I pray to God,
I pray sincerely, that you'll bless me with a nice day tmr.
And that, happiness is achievable

Labels: 11 and 12 july

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd

It's really all smiles today, and i am really really (x 1000000 times) happy.

I mean, i was practically laughing to myself the whole day, oh, i am still smiling. HAHAHA.


Wanna know the reason, come on, it's like so straight cut xD

Who else can make fangbi such a happy girl xP

OH yes, that's because i chatted with him last night, i actually plucked up my confidence to do so okays. But, yeah, worth it (:

And he messaged me this morning (:

OKAYS. in case you wonder, it's because of the dance thing, cos i wanna know if there's practice this sat. And there isn't. YUPPS.

But yeah, you know this kinda things makes me feel happy although it's small little things.

okays, you can disagree, it's BIG BIG issue.

(:

and i told Guowei and Darren about it. and all Darren did was to come up with some rubbishly stuff, so i bet he's jealous cos i talked to him.

and Guowei saying i was flirting with him. I wasn't okays.



But all and all, i was happy.
and i thank God.
Cos it's those little improvements that pull us together.
and you made me see the light today.


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although i was happy , it doesn't mean i was not pisssed off.
Like hello, it doesnt give you any right to do so, although i didn't flare up.
It's NON OF MY BUSINESS that you want to act this way,
And i am telling you, i don't care obviously.
Cos you didn't come straight to the point.
I ain't that easy, i may be nice to you, but that doesn't mean i like you.
It's the way i am.


And i seriously don't see the link.



OH HECK, i am always like this.
HAHAHAHAHA.
and i actually persuaded myself not to blog this up at first, but after that, why not?
after all, i didnt name names, so if you feel like im talking about you, then liddat xD
cos i didn't mention names.



I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY. ALRIGHT, I STILL AM.
BUT BEING INSATIABLE, I WANT MORE xD
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


don't let it stop like this, cos i wanna carry on, this way, with you.

Labels: 10 july

{EDITED}
HAIYA I STILL ERASED HIS NAME AFTER ONE DAY! .
HAHA.

{EDITED}


THIS IS SO PASSWORD-ED BECAUSE I WANNA VOICE OUT EVERYTHING CLEARLY.

ALRIGHT, SO FANGBI LOVES HEH(:

THAT'S FOR YOU TO INFER WHO'S HEH(: BUT I BET ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOWS ALRD.

AND I KNOW, THAT TUESDAY'S MY HAPPY DAY, AND IM SO GLAD THAT MY BIRTHDAY FALLS ON A TUESDAY THIS YEAR (: YAYNESS!

AND I HAVE FABULOUS BIRTHDAY PLANS AND I HOPE THAT YOU PEOPLE WILL CARRY OUT MY SUPER DUPER FANTASTIC BRILLIANT IDEA OKAYS. THEN YOU'LL MAKE FANGBI A VERY HAPPY GIRL ON HER BIRTHDAY YOU KNOW.

AND I AM GOING TO BUY A NICE CRUMPLER. COURTESY OF MY BROTHER & CO. :DDDDDDD

BUT YOU KNOW, "SOMETHING" WILL MAKE A EVEN BETTER BIRTHDAY PRESENT xD

HEH. AMD IM LIKE BOTH SAD AND HAPPY OKAYS.
HAPPY BECAUSE I SAW HIM THOUSAND TIMES TODAY, SAD BECAUSE I SHOULD NOT HAVE ASKED MY DAD TO FETCH ME COS IF I DIDN'T, I'LL BE ABLE TO TRAIN HOME WITH HIM.LIKE OMG, THIS IS THE DONNOHOW MANY TIMES! AND YUNLIN TRIED TO MAKE ME HAPPY BY SAYING, " HE LLOKS DAMN SIAN AFTER YOU LEFT. "

HAHA, LOLS. IF ONLY THINGS ARE THIS WAY.
AND MY DAD KNEW ABOUT IT.
COS MY KUKU BROTHER TOLD HIM.

LIKE ROARS!

AND I AM GONNA ANNOUNCE IT BIG BIG,
XXXXXX'S MY EC!

HAHA, FIRST TIME IN HISTORY I BLOGGED LIKE THIS, BECAUSE I THINK PEOPLE WON'T BE ABLE TO HACK THROUGH, AT LEAST I THOUGHT SO.

HAH!

AND I KNOW YIYANG'S SECRET. ACTUALLY NOT CONSIDERED LAHS.


ANYWAY,I WISH THAT EVERYDAY WILL BE A HAPPY DAY FOR ME.

OH AND FOR READERS TOO.
HAHA, THOUGH ONLY CLOSE FRIENDS WILL BE ABLE TO READ xD


If only things would stay like this everytime,
wouldn't it be nice?

Labels: 9 july